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Tears of Sadness roll down my cheek.... [Mar. 26th, 2004|07:14 pm]
[Current Mood |geeky]
[Current Music |"Drive" by Incubus]

Yesterday my very good friend Paul was sent away, I'm not really allowed to discuss the matter, but the fact that I can't see him hurts me. The fact that I can't hug him, or call him, talk to him, or know that he is okay really really hurts. I love Paul, we have a bond that you can't break... well, not yet anyway.

I do however have somethings keeping me happy.
1 being Mark, I love you sweet-thang, thank you for understanding, & seeing with your ojos, even with a raised ojobrow you love me, (rofl)and i love you for that.

2 my friends, the people who mean the most to me & keep me strong by being my inspiration everyday.

3 my family, I kno they can be crazy mutha-truckas sometimes & I really think I am not related but I would be no where with out them

4 my little sister, I know that I have hurt her in the past & probably said some very mean things, but I am trying to change, we laugh more togetheer, we talk now, go to shows, almost have a normal sister-to-sister relationship.

5 my art, I am doing more & more each day, whether it be painting, or drawing, or collages. More of the outside world is coming in.

6 my humor, I love to laugh, all my friends now that, especially Mark, I don't think we've gone five minutes with out complete hysteria on the phone.

7 my photography, My pictures, my life, being able to show people how I feel & showing the world my point of view with just a click of a button.

8 the local scene, it's not a weekend that goes by that I am not going to a show, which is a huge glass filler when I always think the glass is half empty.

9 music, now this should be at least # 2, but I wasn't thinking at the moment I was typing this. I have so much to be thankful for with music. Every waking minute of my life is made better by music somehow. Whether it be me singing on the phone with Mark, or jammin on the bongos, playing guitar, or dancing to the radio (in the shower, oh yeah!), I love music.

10 hmm... well, I guess driving makes me happy, I am in a whole other world when I am behind the wheel. You will never know how free you really are until you drive.

I guess that's it for today, let me go take a quiz & show you the results.

Today's Quiz was:

Hooligan Bear
Hooligan Bear

Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

From: (Anonymous)
2004-03-27 09:25 am (UTC)


Hey that makes me feel so hearted go me :)... im number 1.. *raise ojobrow* well I love you to Desi, I dont know where I would be without you.. you mean the world to me and that is some straight up from the heart kinda shit.. hehehe cant wait till we have those nice long walks on the beach under the moon, and all the romantic stuff :) *kisses* cant wait till June??? *Grrrrrrr ARGH* ;) anyway I love you, CALL ME!!!!.

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